Breakup

Constantly breaking the various pristine dreams saw in unison

Butchering the myriad embellish promises made in blissful madness

I try to move on with utter sincerity and dedicated consciousness

Every day starting afresh with a new vengeance just to fail in cheer elegance

Knowing very well the majestic essence I carry of you in every sense

Surely it must be utter nonsense to think of you in every essence

And to keep hesitantly waiting for you endlessly at the fence

But I claim to have my one sided love in defense

With memories being my only fortune to cherish

I hold back my mind, thinking if I would perish

Surely I cannot be so silly to think so childish

But your absence makes my life so pale and bearish

I can endlessly pray to God in wishful hopes of getting you back

Though somewhere I am out rightly afraid to face the brunt again and be sacked

Surely I need to have immense faith as emotions is not something I lack

But I need to pay homage to your illusionary knack